BROKEN MOON
Lila waits in a doctor’s office waiting to end a pregnancy and looking for a way out.
PAULINE
Hey.
LILA
What?
PAULINE
How far along are you? (LILA shakes HER head.)
You married? (LILA nods.)
He know?
LILA
No.
A long pause.
PAULINE
They tell you that you have to have someone meet you after?
(LILA nods)
You don't have anyone, do you?
Shit. Look. My name's Pauline.
LILA
Lila.
PAULINE
Lila? Hon, my sister's comin to meet me, we can see that you get home okay.
LILA
Oh, no.
PAULINE
Sure. Why not?
LILA
I couldn't.
PAULINE
Don't be silly—it's no trouble.
LILA
But you'll be out before me.
PAULINE
So? We can wait.
LILA
I don't want to put you out.
PAULINE
Honey, you won't, I'm telling you - it's no big deal.
LILA
(With force) It is a big deal, it's a big deal, a huge, huge deal—
PAULINE
Okay–okay—I didn't mean—just chill, okay? Jesus—
LILA
How old are you? Twenty five—twenty six? What do you know? You have no children, you haven't lived that long—look, just wait. You’ll see. Everything changes. You become a whole different person. Twenty six, you think, God, you think here I am, everything can only get better for me - anything you want seems possible, it’s all perfectly reasonable, twenty six, twenty seven, you look good, you feel good, you don't need sleep, you hardly need food, just ...air. Air. And....a man. A man who agrees with you that you're absolutely on top, absolutely ripe. That’s all. And once that feeling goes, you don’t forget it. It never goes away, it's so sharp, so etched into you, so fierce and... that ...terrible.....I don’t know.... That freedom.
Silence.
It isn't his. My husband's.